Question for this beautiful but lonely Sunday

wose

What is more detrimental, the physical or emotional toll of a caregiver’s day?

jfkoc

equal!

mommyandme (m&m)

I think they are intertwined. One exacerbates the other so both are just as important.

Hope5757

I’m so sorry @wose . Your sadness is very apparent.

For me, the emotional toil is more difficult but I’m a youngish DIL who took early retirement and I don’t have any serious health issues of my own.

I honestly don’t know how spouses who struggle with their own ailments are able to be caregivers. Also, it’s hard to understand how those who have children at home or are working still are able to care for their LO.

jsps139_

Depends on the day:

A day filled with DH’s angry outbursts (emotional toll).

A day when we as caregivers are sick with the flu or whatever and still have to go out in the freezing cold on a winter day to get our own medicine and still do the cooking, and laundry, and EVERYTHING a caregiver does instead of staying in bed (physical toll).

wose

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Thank you. I can’t imagine caring for a PWD and children also. It’s just that every day seems the same anymore. The first thing in the morning the anger starts and then I regroup only for it to start again. I’m worried my physical health might not last as long as his, even tho he’s 10 years older and I don’t have any serious issues. My emotional turmoil is ruining my physical health and I don’t know how to crawl out of this cycle. I’m able to provide excellent care for him, but not myself💜

AnderK

The emotional and physical feed each other think. And it sucks. Kathy

charley0419

Emotional for me so far.

midge333

Emotional. That said, I can see how the emotional toll will lead to physical decline. This all sucks.

michiganpat

emotional for 6+ years but now emotional and physical. A body can only take so much turmoil without being negatively affected.

ghphotog

For me it's mostly emotional but the constant stress and as the disease progressed the caregiving became both more stressful and physicall until there was very little sleep but the physical components kept increasing until I was going day and night. I was always stressed about getting a bad case of the flu, covid or something else that could make caregiving all but impossible. So both?

LindaLouise

I think the emotional and psychological have been the most detrimental, so far. The constant anxiety, waiting for the next crisis to unfold, not knowing what eggshell will crack next, taking only the fastest possible shower and the relief to find that nothing has happened when open the door; all of this must be taking a toll. On top of that is the overwhelming sadness and shock of being in this situation, the financial worries and the stress of being 100% in charge of my DH - and everything else in our previously shared lives. Since there are no day care options in my area unless I drive 40 minutes, I don't have the option of talking with friends or family and that is also hard - I am VERY thankful for all of you and email - the ability to connect online is saving my mental health, so far.

The physical toll mainly comes from lack of sleep at this point - there are nights when sleep doesn't happen due to agitation or just the progression of the disease. I am so grateful that I seem to be able to get some sleep every two or three nights, but long term, I'm sure that is taking its toll as well.

l7pla1w2

One way caregiving takes a toll is by making it hard to do the physical exercise I used to do.