Didn't see Mom now for two weeks

Istoppedescaping

Hello, I usually see my Mom every week. However I started a new job so last week I couldn't see her and today I locked myself out at the gym and needed an employee to cut the lock after I tried numerous times to try to unlock my lock. Why am I starting a new discussion because I can only see my Mom before I go straight to Church or I get so depressed plus feel guilty all week. But this time I will not feel guilty because of this site, I cannot control her passing away if I see her or not. I use that as a mantra from a member on this site. Got to go to church now. Have a blessed day.