Advice on letting go of the guilt and next steps...

*She is in denial anything is wrong with her-doesn't accept or want to talk about her diagnosis.
*Both of her parents went through this battle with dementia and Alz and she was the sole caregiver for her mom for about a year. (She moved her in with us prior to taking her to a facility.) Which fuels some of my guilt that I am not more involved and hands on with her. (But i also don't want to step on my dad's toes and want to make sure he is the primary caregiver as he is her spouse.)
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DO NOT FEEL GUILTY. You do what you can, or what you feel you can, and do not feel guilty that you can't do more. You have limits, accept them. Do not do more than you have the strength to do. Also, she is not in denial, she has Anosognosia. It's a common condition where the person honestly doesn't realize that they have a problem. Do not try to reason with her because she no longer has the ability to reason. The symptoms you describe are common.
As for your father, try to not be too hard on him. I think caregiving is harder on men. Women have a naturally stronger ability to care for others. Men like to fix things, that's what we do. This is something we can't fix 😪 and it frustrates us. He needs your support at least as much as your mother does, maybe even more.
Learn all you can about the disease, how it affects the afflicted, and how it affects caregivers.
Always keep in mind, it's not her, it's the disease.
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Welcome. There is only so much you can do. Learning all you can about dementia will be helpful and this is a great place for that. I have attached a few resources I wish I had when mom was first diagnosed. The anosognosia is a big problem for many with dementia. Since they are not able to recognize their limitations the person with dementia can put themselves in dangerous situations. I would be concerned about her being alone during the day while your dad is at work. My mom decided to fry some bacon and forgot about, it could have been very ugly. Would she know what the fire alarm is if it went off? Would she try to put a fire out. Does she think she is perfectly fine to do things during the day that might put her in danger ( going up and down step, mow the lawn, walk to the corner store?) This is so difficult and you have to also find a way to work with your dad, without stepping on toes.
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Please don’t feel guilty. You have your hands full already. Your Mom should no longer be alone. She needs 24/7 care. If your Dad is not ready to retire, I would discuss with him the need to place your Mom in memory care as soon as possible so she gets the care she needs. Read the book “The 36 Hour Day” and have your Dad read it too. Meanwhile check into day care for your Mom. Your county’s Agency on Aging should be able to assist.
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AL = Assisted Living
POA = Power of Attorney
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