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Does it /did it ever seem to feel like, look like the PWD was almost your imagination? The cycles, the moods, the feeling that the old DH is back? (I'm still pretty new to this journey.)

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  • Dio
    Dio Member Posts: 846
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    More like a nightmare.

  • harshedbuzz
    harshedbuzz Member Posts: 5,492
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    @LearningCurve

    I did not have this experience with my father, but I did have it— in spades— around the time of my son's ASD diagnosis at age 7.

    It was explained to me as part of the process of coming to terms with the diagnosis. In a lot of ways getting the ASD dx was very like getting an Alzheimer one as it changes everything in terms of the future you planned for yourself and your loved one. In both scenarios— a bright kid who flew under the radar until 7 or the spouse in early stages— there will be times when they seem fairly typical. This can cause you to second guess even pursuing a diagnosis in the first place and wondering if it isn't all a mistake.

    My mom had it with dad's diagnosis even though it had been clear to me he was impaired to a degree for a decade. She just didn't see what I was seeing and when pointed out to her, she made all manner excuses for him to defend his actions as anything but dementia. It took her a lot of time to get on board after his diagnosis.

    HB

  • ronda b
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    Yes I've had those periods, then something happens and you realize they weren't wrong. Enjoy this time.

  • JulietteBee
    JulietteBee Member Posts: 159
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    I constantly experience it as my mom is apparently a pro at "showtiming." Sometimes when I am on this site I feel like I don't belong as my mom is doing x,y,z. Then something happens or is said and I go, "Wow, her diagnosis is real."😢

  • LearningCurve
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    I so get that! Thank you for posting. I feel rather validated.

  • LearningCurve
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    edited August 5

    Your post, your share was an "Aha" moment for me. I fell pretty hard for this guy (now my DH). This was back in 2012. I did feel confused at his behavior back then, scratched my head a lot, "overthunk" it, etc. As things have unfolded more so in the past 3-4 years, I am thinking I missed some signs. We are both in our early 70's. I just hope I can keep it together on my end regarding the whole aging thing. DH is showing signs of a somewhat faster pace in progression. Maybe I am just more tuned in? IDK, I am still learning. His family is on West coast, we are on the East.

    Thank you for your post.

Commonly Used Abbreviations


DH = Dear Husband
DW= Dear Wife, Darling Wife
LO = Loved One
ES = Early Stage
EO = Early Onset
FTD = Frontotemporal Dementia
VD = Vascular Dementia
MC = Memory Care
AL = Assisted Living
POA = Power of Attorney
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