Morose Valentine

rplourde50

sad today because my DW of course doesn’t know it’s Valentine’s Day and also because it’s dawning on me I can no longer do many of the things I used to enjoy. Feeling a little imprisoned in my own home. Just needed to vent and say these things. I didn’t want to vent to family and friends and bring them down today.

annie51

We hear you! It’s a lonely ride isn’t it? My DH and I got engaged on Valentine’s Day so it was particularly hard that he was unaware for the last 2 of them. 😕 One more holiday to “get through”. Sending a big hug!

mom2boyz

https://alzconnected.org/discussion/75368/morose-valentine

I completely understand on needing to vent. I hope your day gets better even if only in some small way. ❤️

You always have community here

Chance Rider

This is the perfect place to come to to vent. Many of us hear you and understand. For the past few years holidays and special occasions have meant nothing to my husband. In January he found out from his sister that he’d missed my birthday. It upset him so much that I don’t mention special occasions anymore.

Walking my German Shepherd on our property today made the day special. (Even though we walk every day).

I hope there are special moments for each of us ❤️.

rplourde50

thank w for the worlds of understanding.

BPS

The MC my wife is in gave out small heart shaped boxes of candy to the residents but my wife didn't know why or even what she got so Valentines day, anniversaries, birthdays, or Christmas I visit and don't say anything and every thing is normal. I have totally given up on her caring about any holidays and it is easier than hoping it will mean something to her. I used to try and make it special and I was always disappointed so now every day is the same. I am a little down today. I don't think it has anything to do with Valentines day but I start thinking back over the last 10 years of this disease and even the 10 years before that and I know we took some great trips and did some fun stuff but all I can remember is the sad times. Our marriage had a lot of problems but I hope some day to remember some of the good times.

wose

I am so with you BPS, we took so many trips and I struggle to remember any of it. All I can remember is the ugly words. I’m not as optimistic as you in recovering good ones cause there weren’t enough. My Mom always made a strawberry angel food cake so I continue to make his day special even tho he doesn’t give a damn. I made a great dinner and two special desserts but he ate very little. It made me feel better tho. Today, I thought of my parents and the wonderful relationship they had. My Mom almost ate her engagement ring in a box of chocolates. It makes me smile💙💕

tonyac2

This disease takes our loved one and so many other things from us like you said, things I used to enjoy. I had zero expectations today, took my DH to Culver’s and on a whim decided to pay for the person behind me in the drive through. I’ve never done that before but today it felt right. The cashier was so excited by it, telling me how nice I was for doing it, then handed me a long stemmed red rose. For having zero expectations her kindness in return made my day.

jgreen

https://alzconnected.org/discussion/comment/266135#Comment_266135

❤️ ❤️ ❤️