New /but on the recieveing

UNIVERSAL/forgot

I knew it was out there 30yrs of giving care recognizing and being supportive now it's my turn.
Not very good at receiving help how strange and forthcoming is that? Ok enough of me here's the low down ,married I take it seriously well it started with the drinking and than the falling down than drinking let up to just 2- 3 beers but the kicker adds sugar substances and than the cognitive starts the term "afternoon delight" clarity than the attitude then behaviors and omg I'm exhausted already...
More he's in total male pride denial!!!# back to me I suffered a serious injury pilon fracture tibia ankle with hardware so I'm a cripple for the last 15 months and guess what there's no support from the cocoo nests except he says I'm here I have the financial you are dependent on me crap it's kinda true I'm literally waiting on disability and a injury settlement all scheduled out over next few months. Literally venting. How is everyone and thank you for letting vent . Please feel free to be direct transparency I'll be.