Early Alzheimer’s dementia

Hi JMel2024,

I'm sorry your family is dealing with this diagnosis. Read as many threads as you can to learn from the journey of others. You will noticed there is a link to "Groups". I highly recommend you click there and then go to the group for new caregivers. There's a lot of information there that is particularly helpful to those new to the journey.

Welcome to the forum, you can learn a lot here. Look under Groups to the right, there is one for new members with lots of useful information. Be sure they have legal and financial affairs in order, that's a huge first step.

just a minor point, but i think you mean she has early stage dementia, not early onset- which typically means diagnosis before age 65. Those with true early onset tend to progress more rapidly and die sooner than those diagnosed later in life. There is a link to a useful staging tool in the new members group information.

Hi jMel2024 - welcome to 'here' but sorry for the reason. Good for you for also watching out for dad. He will need some respite sometimes.

It seems that she still knows who you are. Yes, the decline is inevitable, but nobody knows the time trajectory. If you've met one person with dementia, you've met one person with dementia.

Do make sure you get some pictures with grandma/granddaughter and other photos while she does know you.

Do not feel selfish to rant - most of us here at times just want to stomp our feet and bang a wall!

Also do check out the 'resources' tab over on the right side of the page. Lots of advice and commiseration in the forum, and lots of information at the resources.

JMel, you may soon find that it's kindest not to discuss you mother's diagnosis with her and not to remind her of her deficits. Educate yourself about anosognosia, most people with dementia can't perceive their limitations and become defensive and upset if constantly reminded. She may also soon forget any discussion with the doctors. It's more for the rest of the family to grieve separately. Most of us here don't discuss it with our loved ones and learn workarounds to care for them and keep them safe. Dementia is a terrible thief and you will grieve for a long time, sadly.

Grieving your own losses and caring for your mother deeply and about what's happening to her are not mutually exclusive. Your feelings are valid.

@jMel2024

Hi and welcome. I am sorry for your reason to be here, but pleased you found this place.

When one person has dementia, the entire family "has" it as well. Your loss is real. What you're feeling isn't selfish, you are in the process of losing not only your mom as you knew her but also the future hopes you had for your little girl having this special person in her life.

I agree with the others that you need to put on your game-face and protect your mom from what you may be feeling. The ability to read the emotions of others is well preserved into the later stages of the disease. I also endorse the legal advice already given and would add the need for you to have a Plan B in your back pocket should dad be unable to care for mom for some reason.

You seem very focused on her forgetting family. Every PWD is different. This may or may not happen. And it may not be everybody. Often memories with a very strong emotional component are recalled longer, other times memory is LIFO. My dad knew who most of us were until he died; towards the end he was hazy on my son who he confused with his urologist and referred to my DH (not a fan) of 35 years as "the guy I was shacking up with". But he knew mom, me, his brother and his granddaughters.

HB

My friend who moved her mom in with her and served as a primary caregiver had the bittersweet experience of her mom thinking she was an aide. She would tell my friend about how she was her favorite aide and how she reminded her of her own daughter and then would describe my friend in the most glowing of terms.