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I am forgetting, too

I usually am very organized, but with the stress of a DH with dementia, I am forgetting appts, lose things, and run around and getting nothing done. I know it is because of the caretaking, and am the ONLY caretaker because family has turned away from us because they just don't want to deal with this private hell

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  • CarolinaWren
    CarolinaWren Member Posts: 17
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    glad to see you here!

    I’ve been scattered as of late as well. Work has always been my respite, and right now work is overwhelming as well. Right now I’m telling myself it’s temporary

  • Biggles
    Biggles Member Posts: 443
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    Horrible isn’t it. I make list after list, and have to turn out the pockets in trousers & shorts before washing I find them in my hand bag little scraps of paper, might only be one or two things you know milk and jam plus go to the bank, call one of the children, a 10th birthday gift for next Tuesday etc etc otherwise it’s gone, flown out of the head. Meeting new people there name has gone before the conversations finished. It’s got to be overload it’s exhausting!!

  • wose
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    For Sure…. so much I’m getting worried. I put the butter in the silverware drawer 🤨

  • Gator1976
    Gator1976 Member Posts: 61
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    I’m new at all this since February ‘25. I read the wrong week on my calendar this morning and went took her to her hip doctor and missed a very important EMG test at Mayo Clinic. I’m having trouble keeping up my own health. The diet is suffering too. My LW broke her hip a month ago after developing Foot Drop. So, now I’m dealing with a forgetful, Alzheimer’s patient that can’t remember her PT exercises, not cross her legs or anything else she’s not suppose to do. I’m doing more running around than I ever did my whole like. What happened to enjoying retirement, traveling and doing fun stuff. It’s all gone.

  • HangingIn
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    I keep a small spiral-bound notepad on my kitchen counter, and every night before I go to bed, I list the stuff I have to get done the next day. Some of it is very mundane, like laundry. But honestly, if I don't write it down, I'll forget it. It's been really helpful to keep me on track. For big stuff that I only do once or twice a year, like auto maintenance, scheduling appointments, and changing the whole house water filter, I have a binder of Stuff We Need To Know. I put that together long before my DH was diagnosed, so fortunately all I had to do when I started needing to take responsibility for those tasks, I didn't have to do much to update it. That also is kept on my kitchen counter, so I can't miss it.

  • H1235
    H1235 Member Posts: 1,057
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    As I sit here typing I probably have 5 different lists going and I still forget things. It’s my mom with dementia so I can’t help that nagging feeling is this the first signs? Am I getting dementia? I agree with you that say it is the stress. It’s hard to think clearly with so much stress, responsibility, and anger directed at you. I beat myself up when I forget something important. I am a person who prides myself on being organized, on time and just having my ducks in a row. Staying organized and on top of things is a full time job that I just can’t seem to keep up with.

  • upstateAnn
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    I think from the answers you know you are not alone. MY LO went into care two months ago. About four weeks ago, I found I could tackle tasks again. Fulltime caregiving eats up enormous amounts of energy. Do no5 be hard on yourself.

  • Metta
    Metta Member Posts: 9
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    Raise hand here too… I keep asking myself when I need to see a neurologist for MCI even though I know it's the stress and fragmented sleep. You are not alone.

  • bjtm1969
    bjtm1969 Member Posts: 3
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    Wonderful to hear others are experiencing some of the same issues trying to keep things straight and organized everyday. I have post neuro covid issues which make it harder but the stress and constant need for me to handle everything is so taxing. I just found this site a few weeks ago and have learned so much already. The palliative doctor's office just called to set-up and appointment, I ordered the 36 Hour Day etc. You are such an amazing group of people who will help make this journey easier. Many thanks.

  • trottingalong
    trottingalong Member Posts: 682
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    I feel so much better now.

  • Marla13
    Marla13 Member Posts: 38
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    One thing at a time. Unless it’s an emergency, it can wait. Save your energy and rest as much as you can. And try to be more kind to yourself.

  • Denise1847
    Denise1847 Member Posts: 907
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    The forgetfulness is a part of the stress and depression we are experiencing. Please take care of yourself. Get some help for caretaking. This disease can kill the caregiver if you let it. Family and friends just can't deal with this hell. I am sorry. You are not alone.

  • l7pla1w2
    l7pla1w2 Member Posts: 298
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    The stress makes it difficult to focus on things. If you can't focus, you can't get organized. If you're not organized, you forget things and stuff doesn't get done. And when stuff doesn't get done, you get stressed. Rinse and repeat.

  • midge333
    midge333 Member Posts: 553
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    Stress and sleep deprivation impairs cognitive function. We all are stressed and many of us sleep deprived. Please be kind to yourself.

  • pamnc123
    pamnc123 Member Posts: 4
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    I can relate - same here. It's my mom that I'm caring for and trying to work and take care of my home/farm. I made some mistakes at work recently because of it. Thank goodness I didn't get fired. It's a private hell - you said it right. And, family hasn't helped me AT ALL. It's horrible. absolute hell.

Commonly Used Abbreviations


DH = Dear Husband
DW= Dear Wife, Darling Wife
LO = Loved One
ES = Early Stage
EO = Early Onset
FTD = Frontotemporal Dementia
VD = Vascular Dementia
MC = Memory Care
AL = Assisted Living
POA = Power of Attorney
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