Can't sleep

This disease throws curve balls only. As soon as we think we have a solution, another curve ball is pitched catching us off guard. My dear wife went from walking, to riding, to walker, to walking again. In fact, the couple of weeks before she passed she was walking to and from the living room, to bathroom, to dining table, with assistance. Then, on a Sunday morning she could not stand and never left her bed and passed seven days later. Right after we had made adjustments to the bedroom to accommodate her needs. Versatility, adaptability, flexibility, creativity, patience, are all attributes demanded of us as care givers for a loved one with this disease. I found sleep difficult, always on alert. I did finally learn to be grateful for the up, as long as it lasted, because a down was right around the corner. Come here and talk to us to relieve a bit of your frustration. We all have it or experienced it and just letting it out in this safe place can help. It did for me for sure.