Ashamed father doing bare minimum for wife, home and self

Scooter22

I live at home with my senior parents, acting as a part time caretaker. My dad is in his late 60s and my mom just turned 70. She was an alcoholic, had a stroke at 65 and was diagnosed with vascular dementia (VD). Before her stroke, their marriage was strained and he was planning on a divorce.

For 3 years she was in assisted living. She was social and had plenty of mental stimulation. Due to financial reasons, we moved my mom out, my dad retired and I moved back home.

She's been back for 2 years. She still recognizes us, can walk, use the restroom, change and bathe. She is very repetitive, has almost no short term memory and has a pretty erratic activity schedule.

Each day, my dad does the bare minimum for her, himself and the house. He preps her medication and makes 1-2 meals (usually cereal and a sandwich). That's it. If she tries to go anywhere in the house he tells her to go back to her room. The rest of the day he lays on his back, looking at his iPad, sometimes for 12+ hours. The other 12 hours he sleeps (broken sleep due to mom's evening/morning routine). He is on several medications and recently had heart issues, making him even more sedentary.

90% of the time he speaks to her, it is with strong resentment. His communication skills are god awful. His daily sayings are,

"I'm not a f'ing maid"
"I'm not a f'ing nurse"
"You just asked me that"
"There's nothing to eat"
"Go back to your room" or "go back to sleep"

What makes it worse is he refuses ALL home and social services. He has very few friends and doesn't talk to his family. Anytime I bring up additional care for my mom he scoffs at the idea, guilts me for something I did or says he doesn't want to talk about it. Much of the cleaning, cooking and care for my mom falls on me.

I don't have the financial means to take my mom and leave and if I call or invite in-home services, he will kick me out because, in his words, "I don't need anyone in my business." I don't want to leave because I don't like the idea of the 2 of them being alone, especially with her lack of care and how resentful he is.

Ultimately, what I am dealing with is a father who refuses help and a mother who needs better verbal treatment and more stimulation/activity.

I am by no means a psychologist or counselor, but my take on the situation is, he is in serious denial, uses his Ipad as a coping mechanism and has extreme shame about my mom, her condition, our house and his own issues. The outcome being that he rarely leaves the house, never opens up to anyone and takes out his frustration with verbal jabs at my mom and others.

I guess the point of this post is to find assurance that others have gone through this scenario and/or confirmation that outside help is seriously needed, with or without his permission.

At the end of the day, I want my mom to enjoy her last years on Earth and not be stuck in a dimly lit bedroom. I also want my dad to better himself (ie.-stop being such a stubborn, miserable person) before his health issues get the best of him.

If anyone has any suggestions on how to deal with my dad or has been through this, I'd love to hear your story.

Victoriaredux

Did your parents meet with an elder law attorney to see about doing Medicaid planning ? Her care needs will just increase and the jump to bedridden and incontinent can happen in a flash.

While your Dad may not be a romantic hero- in the last few years he's had to retire, has heart issues and is stuck in a house with someone he was considering divorcing. His words aren't love poems for sure but he's lost all benchmarks to his old life . He may benefit from counseling or a depression med to get him through this period. And , sadly it's not unheard of for both spouses to have dementia but it's not noticed in the higher functioning spouse until later .

While waiting for an attorney appt have you considered adult day care for your Mom- would get her some outside contact and give your Dad time "off." Did he have any hobbies before that he can go back to ? Any skills he could volunteer using to give himself a positive purpose?

I'm not a lawyer or counselor but the Alz Assoc has social workers at no charge that can give support and ideas.

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It's frustrating for all three of you - the disease can't change and the ongoing battle is to try to not let it change us all for the worst. Hollywood sticks dementia families in expensive sweaters [always stain free] at fancy beach cottages weeping . Reality is more like bologna sandwiches and loads of laundry . I hope you can find a way to work with your Dad and that a lawyer can show some options .

Glad you found this board, there is a lot to learn from the folks here and always support .